Addison's Walk

I went for a walk at Oxford.

It was misty and bright, silver edged black trees needling the pale sky.

The ground was wet and dark, mud ringing under my feet.

I was alone and tired, limping forward on my swollen ankle,

humming under my breath in the exhaling mist.

I waited at the crossroads and then

crossed a bridge, walked into the trees, and laid out under the sky.

From the bench my back was spread on

I saw the dark branches of trees,

stuck to the grey clouds.

I closed my eyes, patient,

closed them, spread out, back flat, stretched on the high bench,

Cold grey wood against my spine, my legs and ankles--

I closed my eyes and felt the pins and needles

of mist that was almost rain, prickling my nose and eyelids-

I closed my eyes, paling under the whiteness of the sky,

The watercolor made of the cold world,

I closed my eyes and remembered you, fair unfair,

And opened them again.